Changed

The next day, I cleaned up the apartment, after our night of drinking and intimacy. Afterwards, I went back to work at the pool. I felt that everything had changed. I see the guests differently. I see their conversations differently. That strangeness about them, I see more clearly. They are old men in young men’s bodies. They don’t worry about anything harming them, I doubt they ever have. In their minds, they are the invincible masters of the world.
I felt a growth in the divide between the guests and the slaves. It seems more apparent how we are toys in their hands. Our lives mean very little. We are no different that the furniture, or the bottles they drink from. And yet, everything continues on, just as is has since I arrived here. We make and serve drinks. The daily or hourly slap on the ass. The a finger grabbing, and wiggling in search of our lips. Stroking, groping, squeezing, the smiles, and the looks. Knowing they can have what they want at any time. The thought in their minds that they are special. The rules of society do not apply to them. They create their own rules.
At the same time, they could not survive without us. We take care of them, and all their needs. Without us, they could not take care of themselves. Apparently, this is the way it has been for a long time. Servants, taking on the toil, so that the rich can live without fear or frustration.
Class war took on a new meaning for me. Only they didn't see it as a war, they saw it as "the natural order". This war is a struggle that has existed for centuries. As long as the yearning for equality has existed. It is clear to me now, the rich will never accept equality. I thought about rich people as narcissists taking over the world to create a humanity in their own image. Is this what they wanted to do? It's essentially what he was telling me last night.
It seemed crazy to me that anyone would see a mental dysfunction as a trait of superiority. If they have been favoring narcissists and sociopaths for centuries, it drastically changes the foundations of society. It means society has been organized by insane people for some time.
I don't see what we can do to change the state of the world. They global parasite has it's tentacles deep in global society. It knows how to pit people against each other and keep them distracted. I suspect that most people know this is happening on some level, but there is little concrete evidence. I guess that's why they are labeled as conspiracy theories. It's another way to dismiss the facts. These people are conspiring against the majority of humanity. Like he said, they go to the same schools, they all know each other. They are conspiring all the time, throughout their lives. They do not need a conspiracy when they have a culture.