After sex and revealing his plan, I was exhausted. I fell asleep. I had nightmares of people being hunted by robots. After I woke up, I did not know what to say. I did not want to interact with him anymore.
He wants me to be happy. Like I should be fulfilled with everything I have here. “You should feel lucky to be here.”, he often says, when I express concern or frustration.
“Happiness relies on a sense of self determination.”, a from a sociology textbook
I remember him saying, “You never had self determination, only the illusion of it. Your possibilities have always been directed by others. Wherever you go, whatever you do, you are always a slave. It is your place in life. You cannot become immortal, but there’s a chance our child might. You have a lot more than most people have. You have a nice life here. If you accept your position you might enjoy it.”
The thought turned my stomach. I stroked my growing belly. I do not want to have children with these monsters. It disturbs me to know what these people have done to humanity. The thought of using my body to create more of them, disgusts me. My whole life I have been used. He thinks we have sex, but it is rape, which I endure to survive.
I can see through his manipulation. He saw my pregnancy as an opportunity to claim me for his own. I was to be his breeding pet now. He expects me to give myself to his pleasures. Of course, as he has often stated, my life is in his hands.
He sensed my disdain. He repeated, “You could have a happy life here is all I’m saying. You won’t get another chance if you screw up again. I can’t protect you beyond what I have already done.”
“The collapse of civilization is underway. Life outside the island is getting more difficult every day. It’s only going to get worse from now on. This island is one of the safest places in the world. We are immortal. We can wait here as long as it takes for the collapse to complete. Nothing can stop us now. You are very lucky to be a part of it.”
The continued emphasis on superior intelligence is what disturbs me the most. There were so many examples and scientific studies, which show that rich people, are not more intelligent than anyone else. They just have better access to education, research, and information. They had better schools and standards of living. They have other people do the stressful things in life. They have servants to do their everyday chores. Slaves do the research necessary to attain what they want to know. They do not do their own work.
All the talk of manipulation and extermination of the lower classes, is a result of the delusional belief these people hold onto, that they are superior to other human beings. The way I see it, this is what has justified all the cruelness. which they have enacted in the world. It justifies, to them, the suffering they cause to billions of people, every day.